wahooo~~~

just got the results for my assignment! i passed!! 18/20 points~~ i think he might just be passing me. lol i hope not.

now to finish the final assignment and i’m done!!

just looked at the module for it… the other modules are about 16-18 pages of reading… this one is 39 with some charts. oh my….

help?!?

finished~

I just finished my fourth assignment and I actually feel pretty okay about it.  I really tried to do my best and it wasn’t that hard.  Just I always feel iffy about my assignments.  lol!

I guess we’ll see in a few days…

This week it’s February!  time is seriously flying already. X-D

About a month before I need to be finished with this program and off to work again~~

and maybe a less boring post will be made later.  hahaha!  Boy and I will be making some trips pretty soon.  2 to go down south.  1 this weekend to go to a friend’s daughter’s 1 year b-day party.  and another to visit family another 5 hours down south.  It’ll all be probably the farthest that I’ve gotten from Seoul so I’m excited.  Especially since he’ll probably let me drive!!  yay!

Now that I’ve made my post a little more exciting… it’s time to think about what to do before I finally go to bed… lots to do tomorrow~

night all!

*edit..* I’m having trouble submitting my assignment now… possibly from the picture in the assignment… but my word is in korean so i dont know how to make it smaller… grrr!!!!

remembered~~

everyone (even the cleaning ahjumma and pharmacist) remembered me. lots of ‘long time no sees’ were passed around. lol

come to find out, the last time i was there was in july~ so that means i gained 8 kg in 6 months (i actually think thats better than having gained it in 2 months or less. actually i think i did gain the last bit in the last month because of holidays and being a home body but whatever X-D) oh and actually i gained 1kg in muscle. lol you know cause that makes a big difference right now. ㅋㅋ

anyway~~ they were very encouraging letting me know that it’s very possible to lose a lot more. gave me pointers on staying active and working out during free time. stuff i know but always good to be reminded by people who want to help.

i did it once~ i can do it again!

fighting!

a post to make you shake your head~

whelp… i had a realization this morning as i got on the scale..: ive gained about 8kg since i stopped going to my clinic several months ago. ㅠㅠ

so i made a decision. if i really want to get all this weight then i really need to try harder. and stop just saying i’ll try harder but actually do it.

the last time i did that was when i was going to my clinic. i had people to keep me on track. check my weekly weight. encourage me. and reprimand me when i was bad. they helped me a lot. i lost about 25 kgs with them. now having gained about 8 kg back i feel ashamed.

so my decision. start going back to that clinic. even if it’s inconvenient. to feel confident again i need to go back to the source that started my confidence boost~~

now i know meds and shots are not the natural way to do it but believe me when i say that I’ve tried the natural way and my body bulge… well… doesn’t budge. so i plan to ask them to help me restart without the shots. one reason being because theres a much cheaper place near my home that does better shots. and tends to have a better system for weighing in. also another reason I’m going to clinic #2 is because i prepaid in december for their package and i haven’t used all of my sessions so i might as well go there for ‘free’ shots. i plan to see later if they do the same meds system as clinic #1 cause it would be closer and easier to get to. so i guess that means i’ll have 2 clinics to keep an eye on me.

i want to do this to be healthier and happier about my body. i, also, have a better chance of sticking to my weight loss if i continue at a clinic. boy doesn’t care if i do it. he supports me if i do it this way or another way. he just wants me to be happy. and right now i’m honestly getting unhappier and more
annoyingly self-conscious with every kg that comes back on.

so now i’m halfway to the clinic… ready to start down this journey again and hoping for better results.

i hope yal will support me once again and continue to support me like before~

have a good day~~

went out to run some chores~~

first on the list~ get my furry friend a hair cut~~ well the shop i wanted to go to that was close to my area was closed… and my furry friend got dirtier on the walk there because of the snow. soooo i HAD to find a shop thatd take her TODAY. searched on naver on my phone and found a place. yay~ so grabbed a taxi to the shop~ and now waiting for her to get done. should be another hour or less~~~. the shop is affiliated with a small pet cafe too so my other furry baby friend and i are waiting there. he’s having fun with the other dogs. lol

paid too much for the haircut but would definitely come back to the cafe~~

still have errands at the bank but have lots of time~~~

whelp~~

got back to see that the hair place we go to is closed for seollal~~ so we took our baby to the vet~~ he’s doing good~

came back and gave him his first bath~~ he hated it…

and just being lazy now~~ its barely 9 and boy is taking a nap… i want to nap too but if i do then i wont want to get up till tomorrow.

tmrw ill start on my lesson 4, clean house, wash my other furry friend, and just chill out~~~

i’m a boring person… but i better enjoy it cause i have only have about 5 weeks of vacation left~~ lol!

and this week i’ll be restarting my diet and exercise. i NEED to. ㅠㅠ my clothes are starting to be annoying to fit into…